The simple fact is, I stopped listening. Everything reminded me of something. Of someone. Even the slightest sense of one familiar downbeat would throw my heart to the front of my rib cage, arms flinging forward in an attempt to brace myself for impact. Eyes shut. Sweat soaking my armpits instantly; heart beating louder in the ears, deafening each continuing beat until I know for sure I’m drowning now. This is the point of no return and my only thought right now is – Thank God.